mess up

udah lama banget ga nulis.
hampir 4 bln sibuk sama semua hal baru.

bisa dibilang semua rencana yg dipikirkan dan disusun dari awal tahun ini berantakan.
semua prinsip, semua strategi, semua taktik jadi hilang arahnya.

job desk baru, teman baru, rutinitas baru membuat semua rencana harus diatur ulang.

cumang butuh waktu dan niat aja sebenernya!

one thing for sure, hampir ga ada yg disesalin.
apalagi kamu. :)

insomnia again!

00.52 am

insomnia.
padahal udah cape banget.

kepikiran terus.
padahal udah ngantuk banget.

entahlah..

not in the mood banget..
*tanggal berapa ya ini? aneh.

Soundtrack Of The Day

"The More You Ignore Me, The Closer You Get"

By: Morrisey

The more you ignore me
the closer I get
you're wasting your time
the more you ignore me
the closer I get
you're wasting your time
I will be
in the bar
with my head
on the bar
I am now
a central part
of your mind's landscape
whether you care
or do not
yeah, I've made up your mind
the more you ignore me
the closer I get
you're wasting your time
the more you ignore me
the closer I get
you're wasting your time
Beware!
I bear more grudges
than lonely high court judges
when you sleep
I will creep
into your thoughts
like a bad debt
that you can't pay
take the easy way
and give in
yeah, and let me in
IT'S WAR